...but really, I just need to say something. I've been thinking
about this for a while now, and I don't how how to say it, but I'm
just going to talk. And if anything I say doesn't make sense, I'm
sorry. I've written so many 'thought-provoking' and 'be yourself'
posts, and I
really, sincerely hope this one will be different.
Those 'be yourself' posts I wrote were shallow. And guys, it's
hard to be you in this world, where most people are copies. So I will
get tripped up sometimes. But I'm going to try. I want you, you who
are reading this right now, to know that I don't wear vintage
clothing, I get mad at my brother, my room is not clean right now,
lowercase letters bug me, I'm on the computer too much, I
procrastinate, I don't listen to popular music, I detest bad grammar,
I haven't read the Hunger Games (can't believe I'm saying that...)
and I don't have an instagram, facebook, twitter, pinterest, or
tumblr. Our house isn't magazine-worthy right now, we don't have
beautiful art on the walls, I have a wall in my room dedicated to
odds and ends, I'm always changing up my blog design and room, and my
room's carpet is stained. And now, I'll shock you... I don't watch
Downton Abbey (but my mom loves it). And I'm not the person you
probably think I am. I'm sorry for being fake. Please know that from
now on, I'll genuinely try.
And you know what? I honestly never loved
some a lot of the
blogging trends. I think that if I
hadn't started blogging, and hadn't been exposed to all these trends,
then someone could have asked me “Hey, do you like
(some trend, fill in the blank)?” And I would have
been like “Eh...not really.” So please. If you don't like
lowercase letters, vintage, whatever. Then please, please
don't pretend you do. There's nothing wrong with discovering new trends and finding you love them, but ask yourself if you really do love them. It sounds super cliché, but guys, this is one “cliché” that I believe is very
true. I'm sorry if I sound really harsh, and believe me, I've been wanting to write this for a long time, but was afraid it would sound mean. If it does, I apologize. Truly.
Now - I won't be posting like I used to (like, when I posted
normally). I might post 3-4 times a week, or maybe I won't post for a
month. I'll write only when I feel like it, not just to post. I've
been doing that way too much lately, and it's very stressful. So
yeah, don't be offended if I don't post for a few weeks here and
there. ;)
Thanks for reading, people. I'll see you soon. :)
-Hannah
{PS} Is the text on my blog too light and hard to read? I'm beginning to think it...